Bleakness

wrote this a couple of days ago but didn't post:

I feel bleak. This is probably the first time this year I've felt like this. Nothing can cheer me up. I seem to be constantly moving in a current of flatness.

Granny died about a month ago. I just can't get myself to go back to the room we used to share. But she's in a much much better place now. At the end her health kept getting worse and worse. As my sister said she's now dispersed in the sunset.

Goodbye Granny xxx